Do you understand?

I don't mean with your mind - do. You. Understand?

Truly?

Or do you just say you do to try to make me move on?

Funny thing is, there's only been one being who understood me - who gazed into my eyes and shared my every knowledge and feeling as I did him...who knew exactly how it was to be me.

And that was Wosha.

Una's Beloved.

Shiva, Azrael, the Shadow Walker.

He and I share the same eyes.

Somehow, he and I are one and the same, though Una absolutely rejects this as false.

I think she's just forgotten.

Because there is a link between he and I - a shared energy, power, paradigm and self - that goes beyond any bond I've ever had...even my bond with Una.

And just as he's seen through my eyes...I've seen through his.

I was there that night when he first woke up Una, even though physically I wasn't alive at the time.

I was there when they held their son.

I was there when they became one.

And I wasn't there as an observer...I. was. Wosha.

I've never told Una this - she'd never believe me, and would undoubtedly shut me out completely forever if I did.

But it's true.

And that's why I love her with the love only a Beloved could have, and why
her energy still beckons sexually towards me. Why she's always unconsciously
sending me hints and love songs...it all makes sense.

That's why she said that he and I were physically identical, except for the fact that
I was younger and less masculine than him. Her exact words were: "you're a younger
version of him, really." And it's true - I am.

Because I am her Beloved.

And he is me.

Two bodies, one being.

Not a big surprise for me - I've split myself into millions of fully formed facets before.

I just wish I could make her remember - I wish with all my heart I could make
her remember...but as it stands now, she doesn't.

Oh, Una...I miss you. I wish I could somehow help you remember me!

They say you can't miss what you never had - guess that's why I miss it so much.

Funny how energy works.

I remember