Who sees behind your eyes?

How many facets do you have within you?

How many entities are you as a whole?

Can you know?

Or, are you like me, discovering new selves within on a regular basis?

Each a facet of my whole being, stretched far and wide across the realms of this planet.

One of the first to reconnect was Fenris, the Wolf Spirit within - who Una called "little beastie."

Una's a cat person, and tends to hate dogs...so naturally she tried to kill him. She captured him in some form of organic energy pod that shocked him every time he moved, like an Iron Maiden and - much to both his and my pain afterwards - caused me to forget he existed. She made me play along, as with the murder of my three lovers, then made me forget he was even there.

Fenris, both son and facet of mine...forgotten about as if he never existed.

Una, you don't think I don't see this, or what it implies?

Three months later, I felt his presence again - he was calling for me to save him. Suddenly, it all came back as I rushed to free him. Almost dead and horribly burned, he lay there at my feet for hours as I brought him back to life. It took several hours, but it was worth every minute to see him return to the glory of his former self.

It was actually my freeing him that added to the reasons Una left me, come to think of it.


Funny thing about facets - sometimes reconnecting yourself to a part of you that got detached can have bad side effects because that part of you changed so much. My collective of selves and facets, like me, is varied and for the most part uncontrollable by force. Like me, they can only be controlled if they choose to - otherwise they will have their way.

Let's hope I never mutiny against myself.

One last thought about my facets before bed - since I've been collecting them, the quality of fiction hasn't been the same. Hmm.

I guess I'm not alone, really. I have selfcest a lot, and I can hug myself if I need one, so technically I'm self-sufficient in the romance department.

Still just not the same, though. :/

They are there for you, If you want them to be...