Comments Welcome!

First off, I just want to say I'm sorry to anyone who reads this blog expecting actual "content."

As I said in the beginning, this isn't really your average blog.

It's really just a place for me to air out some things that I otherwise can't - it's fairly secluded, it's anonymous, and the best thing is that I don't have to worry about getting a ton of shit responses like "Hey, you're a fucking psycho, go take your meds" or "stop roleplaying fag" or "If you just give your heart to god, everything will be better" or "stop bitching, everyone has it tough" or "you just need to lighten up - law of attraction" and so on and so on and so on.

I've been down all those roads - I've tried everything they said. None of it has done me any good.

But they don't know that.

So they respond in kind, thinking they're actually helping.

They're not. :/

It's rare for me to get an actual response of any real value or meaning.

It's rare for someone with my eyes to look at me and say "I know." and for them to actually, really, truly know and understand.


But anyways, that's what this blog is for.

It's my refuge. My outlet. My stress reliever.

My way of dealing with all the shit that goes on in my life.

If you want to comment on it, feel more than welcome to. You don't need any kind of account, and I've even disabled the CAPTCHA because some people refuse to comment on blogs that have them.

Just please, if you are going to comment......don't be a dick. Please.

I've been through so much, and everywhere else I've gone to express myself I've been ridiculed, patronized or given insincere, cookie-cutter advice that doesn't work for me. Most times I say anything, people automatically want to argue with me over it, because they just see me as (in their words) "a shitty, angry little fuck"...they don't know I'm not talking out of anger or rage...

I'm talking out of hurt.

The world's full of angry people, I get that.

I'm not one of them.

I'm just.......full of sorrow.

I may be angry at times, but not all the time.

Most of the time I'm just quietly crying on the inside.

But nobody sees that....they just take my words at surface value and chalk me up as a spoiled little brat who likes pitching fits.

I'm not like that at all.

So please...please, please, Please don't assume anything about me.

And if you do decide to leave a comment, please, put some thought into it and try not to be argumentive.

I'll sense it if you're just looking to argue - trust me. I can sense a motive a galaxy away, and I can certainly sense them from you. And remember: I will respond in ways beyond mere words if you choose to pick a fight. ;)

Anyways...

I'd love any comments that are actually helpful. :)

PS - Una....where the fuck are you?

No One Knows

PPS - Apparently I'm The Doctor meets a Tenza. Or is reality the Tenza? Hmm.